Well, Jeff and I are done, officially. I tried to explain we were in different places in the relationship, but the way he reacted… well I won’t repeat it.
He didn’t like my advice on the head scratching either. He only scratched harder. I’m not sure he even realized he was doing it…
Regardless of his anger, I still have some auditions coming up. I need to address that for now. Wish me luck!
No, that’s not an emo title. I mean I don’t think Jeff and I are gonna work out. Even in a no-strings-attached sorta thing. Trouble is, he seems to REALLY like me, so no matter what I say, I’m gonna crush the guy.
I feel bad, but I also just want him to leave me the hell alone.
Furthermore, he spent more than half the time scratching HARD at his head. He said it was nerves, but, honestly…
My date tonight is with Jeff Hope. HOPE! At last, a good sign.
I won’t make the mistake of excessively using LOVER as a pet-name like I did for Mann. You know that Mann wasn’t even his real name? Did I mention that yet? Can’t think straight, so excited! <3
On my way home from an audition this morning, I shared a cab with a very nice man, and we made plans! A well timed pick-me-up after MANN’s bullcrap.
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… Well,he is, I mean, he has man parts but… never mind, you know what I mean.
A true man wouldn’t use others.